Being in the Business School can be tiring at times...I guess it is because some of the people here are very competitive...and I would not exclude myself from the picture...When I see all the competition going on, I can't help but feel tired and at times disillusioned...Maybe it is just me, I always strive to achieve a certain goal in life and i tend to be quite competitive as well....i feel tired when i do so...but i can't help it...and i just cannot imagine my friends around me being the same...that is why I feel comfortable with these friends..not because they are not competitive, but because they see something more in life compared to me and I like listening to their stories and about their life...I pray often for a changed me but it always seem so difficult...that is why i always hope that my spouse in the future will not be in the same industry as me...coz we would probably be competing and I hate the feeling of that...i will probably see the person as a threat..it will be just like in school....I guess maybe it is coz i am not simple, I want my other half to be simple...so that i can look into the world of a simple person....

I guess i am thinking too much once again...but it has been bugging me...all the competition in school or the perceived competition in school due to my nature...Better return to my mugging for Exams...I guess I would not be blogging anytime soon...Take care my friends!