I think I have gradually become a very selfish person as I grow up...Everything i do seemed to be for my own interests...sigh...

My grandma is ill too...she has been blabbering nonsense in her sleep...hopefully she will be well soon...Got back my results on fri too...overall there were improvements...but i am quite upset over the grades i got for consumer behavior..really below my expectations...don't tell me i am really lousy in marketing?

I have a confused mind now...there are lots of things running in my head...it seemed as if God is giving me many challenges in life...maybe it is the way I think...I am too cynical...

What is happening to me?