20th June 2007 Night Cloudy

I have been feeling very empty these days...stayed back for OT today and somehow i feel very sad...dunno why...nobody messaged me, my mum didn't call me to ask me why i was back late today...i think she assumed that i was working OT today since i told her that i wanted to earn more OT pay...

Sometimes, i wonder what all my frens are doing...are they so preoccupied with their own lives? I feel so empty in the office...maybe i take some time to warm up to people...or maybe it is just today...and for the whole week...i need something to spice up my life, to make me happy but i dunno what it is ....i hope the feeling will go away very soon but i do not think so...coz i have been having this kind of feeling periodically for some time already...Emptiness....

P.S. I wanna watch Ocean's Thirteen...anyone interested?