As the year 2006 is nearing an end, it is time to reflect upon the past year and see what I have achieved, what are my regrets and what I hope to achieve in future.

Time really passes very quickly that I am beginning to be afraid...afraid of being lonely , afraid of achieving nothing in life. I always have this innate fear in me but I cannot exactly tell what it is. Maybe I am just afraid of growing old. The thought just scares me. The thought of living each year without anything to be proud of just scares me.

I want to start reflecting about the past year. But I really dunno where to start. Sometimes I think i am a permanently depressed person that is why i always seem to keep to myself. Maybe I am trying to hide the true me from everyone. Why shld I do so? Maybe this is the true me. Ha. See how I am confusing myself.

Let's all take time to look at year 2006 and see what great deeds we have done...It always pays to be optimistic!

Aja! :)